all i have now is
wholly consumed with my own self
and i came here,
bringing all my nerve
for i know that
each day you're here.
put thoughts into words form actions hate
despise the need the want to kill time
i had this – had it all under control and now
i find it all so –
none other than you
nothing other than your soul
i am caught by the threads and tangled loose running wild, i
ask for the truth to come and swallow me whole.