The nobility of my desires is not conducive to their being realised That, at least that is how this transpires. Berlin, 29.6.2013,...

It used to be a thing of mine to try to return to a state of  perfect health as much as possible I know circumstances have change...

I remember you telling me how you would stand at crossroads and count cars driving by. I remember walking all the way to Treptower Park ...

bicolor city, bicolor self putting my enemies back on the shelf taking the sun in and breathing anew and thanking my God for the things t...

I am a writer with no fingers, I am an artist with no hands, I am a reader with no eyes, A wanderer who cannot stand, I am a thinker wit...

you are distracting you are weakness in a box you are the shape i try to hide you make my worthlessness come true. Berlin, 11.2...

à l'aise au fil des blagues mesquines gonflée par les histamines que je fasse le deuil de toi de tout ce qu'il me reste à la re...

I used to be the one who stayed, Who took a silent vow and prayed I used to take your no for yes And hold your self above the rest I tho...

Without your eyes I can't see anymore There is nothing, not even shapes and shadows I walk through darkness now, unbegleitet Unbeklei...

This is the wrong story This is the wrong story, we are not here to make this happen We are not made for Making it stay so long that you ca...

I can't imagine how dead you are sends shivers down my spine I sat across the bridge from where they fished you out last week. ...

I want to be the one who courts and pursues         and accessorily         is courted and pursued. Berlin, 4.2011.

I used to seek out a best friend, Another softer side of me I used to be this different, I, I tried so hard, I used to be The one of two who...

assez de rêver de toi de toi de ce que tu veux dire pour moi assez de voir le ciel bleu vide sans que tu ne sois près de moi non navrée et d...

C'est le fait                post-gravissement                 je franchis                    ...

i am a floating vessel on the water, i find far away from me to be everything; i save all of my wantonness for you                 and yet i...

touching does not help it just opens up the wound, i find myself more porous a lot more ready to fall down and it makes me squirm, inside, a...

kind of just doing nothing at all Berlin, mai 2010

pull me to you, dear or pull me away because the fact is you're all out when you break it down we're one of us is cried out and the ...

through slaying all i have now is i am wholly consumed with my own self and i came here, bringing all my nerve for i know that each day     ...