Hold Breath (on lust and church services)

through slaying
all i have now is


i am
wholly consumed with my own self

and i came here,
bringing all my nerve
for i know that
each day                you're here.


put thoughts into words form actions hate
despise the need the want to kill time
i had this – had it all under control and now
i find it all so –


i seek
none other than you
i seek
nothing other than your soul

skin
i am caught by the threads and tangled loose running wild, i
ask for the truth to come and swallow me whole.

Berlin, 3.2010